COOL GUY

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No

Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really

Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No

Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No

Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No

Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No way

Girl: What would you choose: your life or me?
Boy: My life

The girl runs away in shock and pain and
the boy runs after her and says...

The reason you never cross my mind is
because you're always on my mind.

The reason why I don't like you is
because I love you.

The reason I don't want you is
because I need you.

The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because
I would die if you left.

The reason I wouldn't live for you is
because I would die for you.

The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for
you is because I would do everything for you.

The reason I chose my life is
because you ARE my life.

LOVE STORY

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin.
I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club.

I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him.
And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways.
I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls.
To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl...

"Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?" I asked.
"I can't"
"Why? You need to study at home?" I felt disappointment grabbing me.
"No... I am going to meet a friend..." He was always like that.
He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend.
The word 'love' only came out from my mouth.

Since I knew him, I had never heard him say 'I love you' before.
To us, there weren't any anniversaries at all.

He didn't say anything from the first day and it continued till 100days...200days...
Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don't know why...

Then one day...

Me: Um, Jin, I ...
Jin: What...don't drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ......you....um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my 'three words' and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away.

The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one.
There were many...
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him,
and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.
But... lunch passed, dinner passed... and soon the sky was dark... he still didn't call...............

It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning,
he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house.
Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me: Jin...
Jin: Here...take this...
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What's this?
Jin: I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I'm going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?

I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.

Then I shouted... "Wait..."
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me...
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me

I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him.
But he just said simple cold words and left.

"I don't want to say...that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else."
That was what he said. Then he ran off.

My legs felt numb...and I collapsed to the ground. He didn't want to say it easily...
How could he.... I felt that... Maybe he is not the right guy for me...

After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn't call me, although I was waiting.
He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house.

That's how those dolls piled up in my room... everyday

After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that...
I saw him on a street... with another girl... He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me...
as he touched the doll...
I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell...

Why did he gave these to me... Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls...
In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him.
He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.
I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that... it's going to end.
Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual...
Me: I don't need it.
Jin: What....why...
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don't need this doll, I don't need it anymore!! I don't want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
"I'm sorry" He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll...
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.

Then... Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
"Jin! Move! Move away!" I shouted...
But he didn't hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
"Jin, move!"
HONK~! "Boom!" That sound, so terrifying. That's how he went away from me.
That's how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.

After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him...
And after spending two months like a crazy person... I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out.
I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days... when we were in love...

"One...two... three..."
That was how... I started to count the dolls...

"Four hundred and eighty four... four hundred and eighty five..."

It all ended with 485 dolls.

I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.
I hugged it tightly, then suddenly...

"I love you~, I love you~"

I dropped the dolls, shocked.

"I....lo..ve...you??"

I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

"I love you~ I love you~"

It can't be! I pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side.

"I love you~" "I love you~" "I love you~"

Those words came out non-stop.

I...love you... Why didn't I realize that..................

That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn't I realize that he love me this much...

I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it's stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road.

It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much...

"Jo...Do you know what today is? We've been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is?

I couldn't say I love you.... Um... since I was too shy...

If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you... everyday... till I die... Jo... I love you..."

The tears came flowing out of me............... Why? Why? I asked God, why do I only know about all this now?

He can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute...

For that... and for that reason... to me... it became courage... to live a beautiful life....

It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose
someone that you love with your useless pride!

DON'T COMPLAINS

Those words are very touchy, so beautiful,
and can make you think that having positive thinking about our life makes it more worth.....

Sebelum kamu mengeluh

1. Hari ini sebelum kamu mengatakan kata-kata yang tidak baik,
Pikirkan tentang seseorang yang tidak dapat berbicara sama sekali.

2. Sebelum kamu mengeluh tentang rasa dari makananmu,
Pikirkan tentang seseorang yang tidak punya apapun untuk dimakan.

3. Sebelum kamu mengeluh tidak punya apa-apa,
Pikirkan tentang seseorang yang meminta-minta dijalanan.

4. Sebelum kamu mengeluh bahwa kamu buruk,
Pikirkan tentang seseorang yang berada pada tingkat yang terburuk didalam hidupnya.

5. Sebelum kamu mengeluh tentang suami atau istri anda,
Pikirkan tentang seseorang yang memohon kepada Tuhan untuk diberikan teman hidup.

6. Hari ini sebelum kamu mengeluh tentang hidupmu,
Pikirkan tentang seseorang yang meninggal terlalu cepat

7. Sebelum kamu mengeluh tentang anak-anakmu,
Pikirkan tentang seseorang yang sangat ingin mempunyai anak tetapi dirinya mandul

8. Sebelum kamu mengeluh tentang rumahmu yang kotor karena pembantumu tidak mengerjakan tugasnya,
Pikirkan tentang orang-orang yang tinggal dijalanan.

9. Sebelum kamu mengeluh tentang jauhnya kamu telah menyetir,
Pikirkan tentang seseorang yang menempuh jarak yang sama dengan berjalan

10. Dan disaat kamu lelah dan mengeluh tentang pekerjaanmu,
Pikirkan tentang pengangguran, orang-orang cacat yang berharap mereka mempunyai pekerjaan seperti anda.

11. Sebelum kamu menunjukkan jari dan menyalahkan orang lain,
Ingatlah bahwa tidak ada seorangpun yang tidak berdosa.

12. Dan ketika kamu sedang bersedih dan hidupmu dalam kesusahan,
Tersenyum dan berterima kasihlah kepada Tuhan bahwa kamu masih hidup !

Life is a gift.

Live it...

Enjoy it...

Celebrate it...

And fulfill it.

13. Cintai orang lain dengan perkataan dan perbuatanmu.

14. Cinta diciptakan tidak untuk disimpan atau disembunyikan.

15. Anda tidak mencintai seseorang karena dia cantik atau tampan, Mereka cantik/tampan karena anda mencintainya.

16. It's true you don't know what you've got until it's gone,
but it's also true You don't know what you've been missing until it arrives!!!

Kecerdasan Hati

Ajaklah segera hati ini meninggalkan dunia ini dan berpindah ke akhirat, tempatkan hati ini diakhirat sehingga seakan kita adalah penduduk negeri akhir itu. Anggaplah kehadiran kita di dunia fana ini hanya sebagai orang asing, yang singgah sesaat sebelum kembali meneruskan perjalanan ke alam akhirat. Rasulullah manusia agung pun pernah mengingatkan kita bahwa; “Jadikanlah dirimu di dunia ini seakan-akan kamu orang asing atau orang yang sedang menyeberangi suatu jalan.”(HR. Bukhari)

Sadarilah saudaraku, semakin manusia mengejar dan menyibukkan diri dengan urusan dunia, itu pertanda semakin parah penyakit yang bersarang di hatinya. Ia memandang dunia seolah tempat hidup yang kekal dan abadi. Sungguh tidak demikian saudaraku, kita hanya singgah sesaat disini.
Saudaraku, jangan biarkan kita lupa atau melepaskan diri dari dzikrullah dan tilawah Al Qur’an atau bentuk ibadah lainnya. Sedetik saja kita meninggalkannya, tentu kita akan merasakan sakit yang teramat sangat melebihi rasa sakit saat kehilangan sebagian harta dan benda kesayangan kita.
Banyak orang-orang yang teramat rindunya dengan orang yang disayanginya, namun sudahkah kita merindukan kebersamaan kita dengan Allah, merindukan untuk mengabdi kepada Allah seperti rindu kepada orang yang disayang itu. Rindu seperti yang pernah digambarkan Yahya bin Mu’adz: “Barangsiapa merasa senang dan damai berkhidmat kepada Allah, maka segala sesuatu pun akan senang berkhidmat kepadanya, dan barangsiapa tentram pandangannya (mata batinnya) karena Allah, maka tentram pula yang lainnya ketika melihat orang seperti ini.”
Yang seperti ini saudaraku, tentu karena ia menjadikan Allah sebagai satu-satunya tujuan dalam hidupnya. Saudaraku, ukurlah kesehatan hati kita saat menghadapkan diri ini kepada Allah dalam sholat. Pernahkah merasakan kenikmatan dan kesejukan jiwa yang begitu suci dalam setiap sholat kita sehingga menghilangkan segala gundah akan kenikmatan dunia yang serba semu. Jika jawabannya adalah Ya, maka berbahagialah.
Selain itu saudaraku, sudah seharusnya kita sadar bahwa waktu berlalu begitu singkat dan cepat, mereka tidak akan pernah kembali jika sudah terlewati. Maka, hargailah setiap waktu yang kita miliki dan tidak menyia-nyiakannya sehingga kita tidak tergolong orang-orang yang merugi.
Janganlah terputus dan malas akan mengingat Allah, utamakan kualitas amalan daripada kuantitasnya, ikhlaslah dalam beramal, ikutilah petunjuk syariat Rasulullah dalam berbuat (mutaaba’ah) serta ihsan dalam beribadah. Disamping itu, renungkan juga segala bentuk karunia yang Allah berikan, kaji ulang setiap ketidakmampuan kita dalam memenuhi hak-hak Allah.
Saudaraku, jika kita sudah merasakan dan melakukan semua hal diatas yang menandakan sehatnya hati ini, bolehlah kita tersenyum. Namun jika tidak, sebaiknya perbanyaklah menangis karena sungguh hati ini seperti membatu, segeralah benahi hati ini agar kembali sehat detik ini juga, sebelum detik berikutnya Izrail menghampiri kita tanpa tersenyum. Wallahu a’lam bishshowaab.

HOW POOR WE ARE !

One day, a father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the firm purpose of showing his son how poor people can be. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from the trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people can be?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father.

The son answered, "I saw that we have one dog and they have four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy our food, but they grow theirs. We have walls around our property to protect us and they have friends to protect them." With this, the boy's father was speechless. Then his son added, "Thanks, Dad,for showing me how poor we are."

Too many times we forget what we have and concentrate on what we don't have. What is one person's worthless object is another's prize possession. It is all based on one's perspective. Makes you wonder what would happen if we all gave thanks to God for all the bounty we have been provided by Him instead of worrying about wanting more. May God bless each and every one of you. Take joy in all that He has given us, especially our Friends. Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings forget how to fly.